They say women are often times confused with being needed from being loved… and that women are more afraid of being alone than men. Yes we are always close to our weaknesses, that once we find that someone to be with, it’s just always hard to break it off.  And the problem is, once men lose the feeling of chase, everything goes along…

At some point, this has got to stop. It has been more than a year and this surprises me. Please don’t tell me that you’d be turning your back into what’s present because that won’t change things. Stop clinging and hoping because it annoys me. We have made a compromise to remain friends and it ends there. Don’t take this negatively it’s not that I’m already committed, but maybe you just have to try to forget about everything (in the past), just like what I did. I wish you well.

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“Doctors live in a world of constant progress and forward motion. Stand still for a second, and you’ll be left behind. But as hard as we try to move forward, as tempting as it is to never look back, the past always comes back to bite us in the ass. And as history shows us again and again, those who don’t forget about the past are doomed to repeat it”

Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

My full-packed weekend was a blast! Started the weekend by watching live PBA game at Araneta with henry babes. It was my first time to watch PBA live since I was more of a UAAP fan way back in College. Well for the first game, Purefoods won over Rain or shine team, and for the second game…no luck for the Ginebra team against Talk n’ Text. Henry’s team may have lost, but I enjoyed the game!   We ate dinner at Dencio’s and had coffee at Starbucks after. 

Day after – Saturday, we had to be early at Mc Donald’s in Mindanao ave to meet up with the driver. Yes we were the earliest birds at 4:15 am!   Just in time to eat breakfast before leaving. Finally we left at 6:00 am off to Laiya, Batangas. It was quite a long trip til we reached Virgin Beach resort (lol!) at 9:30 am. The beach was really beautiful plus there were only a few people around so I figured it would be a nice stay, but the sun was at its hottest which I didn’t expect :p   At 4pm, we were off to go boating and snorkeling. It was my first time to jump off the water without reaching the ground, yay! There we saw the beautiful corals and fishes underwater. Then we were about to ride the boat until we felt really really itchy which I don’t know if the jellyfishes did it or the sea weeds. It wasn’t a very nice feeling, it annoyed me!  We went back to the island having red spots all over our bodies. Good thing it was lessened after we took a bath in the shower    After fixing ourselves up and our things, we left for Manila.  First we planned on eating dinner at Tagaytay but the driver refused since according to him, it was out-of-the-way. Until he dropped us off at Andok’s in Batangas, haha!  When we arrived in Manila at 10pm I think, me and my eating buddy Henry babes ate at Chowking. Thinking that we already had dinner earlier, we still managed to have a second round for dinner.haha! So the getaway/night ended after eating dinner since we had to take our rest.  It was a very tiring weekend but I won’t exchange it for the world.  This is one of my haaapppiiessst weekends for sure!

I’d be posting pictures soon!

Planning to be at work early, I set the alarm to 5:00 am of today. Luckily I woke up on time but unluckily, I had to mop the floor and cook breakfast, and prepare our lunch all at once just because of the unexpected wreck of the kitchen faucet (whew!).

I got in the office at 8am and just as I expected, I had sudden tasks to complete. That’s what I hate about taking an off from work. It felt like I’ve been out for a week or two.

I feel so lazy, drowsy, unfit to function, and I hated my task for the day. I guess the only two good things about this day is that first I was able to code and test a new DB2 key generation tool which I used for my module, and second is Ruffles & Iced vanilla latte. The rest boring hours are part of the thing called SSDD!

My daily work routine is like my ipod – it is shuffled but on repeat mode, often plays my favorite love songs but skips the rave ones. I feel like I need a longer break, or maybe I just need new songs. haha! :p

I can’t believe I’mt going back to work tomorrow. Well it’s not that I don’t love what I do but the fact that I know I have pending tasks, it sucks. Just opened my email hours ago and it didn’t surprise me that I had 50 unread emails. I probably have to arrive early at work to cope up *sigh* 

I had a halfday leave last Thursday and a whole day leave last Friday. Didn’t do anything that much but I think that vacay is not enough,lol! I attended the wedding of my previous project mate Irene, ate a very yummy bangus belly steak ,  ate lots of chips, strolled thru the mall, had a bottle of beer, and watched lots of dvds! So stress-free and I think I could do that whole week-long,  or maybe a whole month-long, lol!  :)  That’s why I’m too lazy to go to work tomorrow but I don’t have any choice. I’ll just be looking forward to the next weekends and vacation leaves to come. *wink*

January 11 – Your special day

Just want to greet you a happy birthday. Well age is just a number and you just have to enjoy the rest of the day. I just turned 22 a month ago and yes I’m not getting any younger either. I’m just proud that I’m starting to have directions and plans as well.  And surprisingly, I would always include you in it   But I don’t have to put pressure into things. We can just take the pleasure of life right now while it’s with less obligations and more liberty, lol!  I know I’m loving how things are going on right now, and I will just embrace this happiness…coz things will happen as they happen

Happy birthday to you…

I love you, so much!

 

It has been 4 months and counting… and

I just simply looove YOU;)

 

For 7 months, I have been single and really had lots of “me” time. Almost all of my breakups, it would take me time to get through totally. I always have this fear of detachment, the feeling of learning to live without that person. Well that’s life, people come and go…and people pursue you, then just leave you hanging.

Sometimes it’s just hard to find someone to entrust yourself to. Especially when you have failed so many times before. There have been people hoping of having a chance with me, but really, I don’t wanna end up with the crying face again. 

Until I have opened myself again to  a new commitment, thinking I’d be happy this time, and hoping now I didn’t make a huge mistake. Yes I had doubts about him before, since I have this impression of him as a “player”. 

It has been 2 months now, yet hard times are just around, bound to happen anytime. I know i took this risk, because I saw something in him which made me want to be with him. He too admitted that he saw me as not for the serious type, but ask my friends, they know me well when I’m inlove. Coz they call me as the most serious one once I get into a relationship. I simply do everything for the person, that in the end, it won’t be my loss but theirs :p 

During my single times, you won’t be seeing me at home on a Friday and Saturday night, I’m out enjoying my life with no strings attached. But now it’s totally different. I made a compromise of bringing back that ‘good-when-committed’ idea. I’m not sure if it’s lame, but I just woke up one morning, deciding to do so. And there’s this person who has been very open with his feelings for me, and I simply told him not to text or call me anymore because it’s not proper anymore. He was sad about it, but I had to do it  

Now I’m just wishing that everything that I ‘m doing for him would be paid off. I just get upset at times because I feel he doesn’t appreciate me at all. I know I love too much, but I also have to learn not to be too attached.

I just hope he sees the good in me, and realizes how I really want to make things work between me and him.

Today’s advice: Give more than what is expected.

I don’t usually go for facebook applications that much. But since there are times when we get curious and would want to know what’s in store, I took one click for today. It kind of struck me and I thought of giving a simple comment. Well currently, I know I have been giving even far more than what is expected since day one (no need to be more detailed). It’s pretty disappointing when you feel that you deserve more and it’s quite frustrating even when you already think of the word “unfair”. I actually don’t want to sound ungrateful or never-been-satisfied but it’s just something I have been realizing lately. I had a conversation with a friend yesterday that he gave me this point: “Be practical. Just equal what you have been receiving to what you will be giving”. Until now I would always look back to what he said. But whatever this may turn into, I’d try to always have a positive outlook. I’m always very open to explanations, I’m always willing to understand. Enough of that, I know I’m happy.

Listened to this last night and gave me a smile:

I’d really want to be anywhere but here…
work-stress. 9-hour-shift. less hours of sleep. poor social life. less appetite. heavy rain. flood. traffic. lots of arguments. sudden tears. lack of understanding.
…argh! just f*ckn overloaded!   I think all I need is some peace, rest and some quality time..

A favorite quote from a favorite movie If only:

“I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn’t allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear… Today, because of you… what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed… and I’ve learned that if you do that, then you’re living your life fully… it doesn’t matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all… So thank you for being the person who taught me to love… and to be loved.”

 

Emotionally and mentally burnt out. Thanks for the long weekend that I finally got peaceful nights (though some were sleepless). I just feel like staying at home today and enjoy my last stress-free day. Really, I’m too lazy to go to work tomorrow. Thank God I won’t be waking up early on a Monday. Just 4 more days before weekend strikes again. But honestly, work is not just the source of stress, there are other things too. And lately I really don’t feel light and at ease. A lot of things play through my mind. Can somebody give me 10 good reasons why I shouldn’t be this paranoid and frustrated? Sometimes I just suddenly feel tired, that I’m thinking it’s better to just keep that silence in you. Because it will only become worse when you know that he can hear me, but doesn’t understand at all….. *sigh*

April 25-26, UPS Summer outing in Eaglepoint Resort – Anilao, Batangas.

 

 

 

 

The road to the resort couldn’t get any steeper (wohoo!),but the experience couldn’t get any happier J

 

I believe this was a last minute getaway before the summer finally ends. It was such a great way of ending the week after how many days of stress at work. Although not all of us were able to go, we still had a fun overnight stay anyway. We first went to Sepoc(?) Island to have our lunch. It was a 20-minute boat ride going to the island but it was worth it since we were able to amuse ourselves by playing sharades.lol! (movie titles – Jologs, La vida rosa, Flor Contemplacion, haha!). Oh well, we enjoyed the sumptuous lunch, the huge shaft, the kayak, the trekking, and the jump shots JToo sad we had to go back to the resort before night falls. So we got back to the resort and freshened up before eating dinner. While waiting for dinner,Rev, Aleks and I just spent our time doing crazy stuff and we never got tired of laughing about everything. (Dexter??) lol! After the dinner, we had our videoke session which turned out like a homeowner?s association meeting.(see picture below)hahaha! We had a few (a few??really?) drinks too that night…and the rest is history.lol! The following day, which is our last day was for pictures pictures and more pictures before we sadly go back to Manila where reality awaits us. lol!

 

Pictures:
More pictures here -> UPS Summer Outing
 

 

2o-minute boat ride to Sepoc island

lulubog na.hahaha!

 

with roommates Aleks and Rev

 

eto na ang Homeowner’s meeting, hahaha! 

 

feeling umaandar.haha!

 

 

 GEMS team

 

nice jumpshot.

 

sa mahiwagang bato!

 

It has been a month and days now since you‘ve been gone. The pain somehow subsided but the tears that I would be shedding for you ain‘t stopping. I dream of you almost every night and I swear I didn’t want to wake up. They all seemed so true but the moment I open my eyes, reality turns up telling me it was all just a fantasy. That’s when I feel really frustrated and sad with tears telling me how much I miss you. Until now I can’t believe that I have gone through such hardships and still managing to survive. I then recognize the struggle that my dad went through when we lost our mom. Yes I am better now compared to what I have been during the first days, but when I remember everything that happened, it all just flashes back in my mind making it all fresh again. February 19, 2009 – your 40th day. I went to the church after work and lit a red candle for you. I was telling you and myself that those were the hardest 40 days of my life. Coping up with the loss and convincing myself to move on. Maybe I have moved on, except for the fact that something could have been done to prevent it. But above it all, it already happened. As the saying goes, the damage has been done. That sadly, it’s inevitable. I admit that I felt so alone. I have my family and some friends who made me feel that they were there. But at the end of the day, it’s just me. Just me withstanding the sorrow and seclusion. Upon facing each day, I always talk to God to take care of you now that you’re together. Days after your interment, I came back here in Manila and tried to live a normal life. On the first days of work (without you), I have been flooding your mailbox with emails. I didn’t know what to do during those times, those times when I didn’t have enough strength to accept your demise. So I thought that writing them all to you would greatly help. So I started sending you emails enclosing all the things left unsaid. That was my way of easing out the pain and letting it all out. The only way I know where I could make you happier even though you’re not here. I wish He allowed you to read all those letters. Those messages containing what I truly felt, those messages containing what I planned to tell you day after day, those messages containing all my love and that I’ll always remember you Detto.

The day I got my notice for my first project, I couldn’t explain how I felt. I partly felt sad because I would be leaving some of my training mates. I partly felt happy because I would be meeting new people to work with. On my first day in the project, I was still quite shy and hesitant to mingle even though I saw that they were nice people. I have first undergone their New Joiners training to be extensively familiar with the kind of tasks to be assigned to me. But a few days after, I was diagnosed of having dengue fever and was hospitalized. Well that’s where I felt so accepted by them. My teammates were so worried about me especially Ms. Mylene, my supervisor, who never failed to text me asking of my everyday condition. Then they sent me a huge basket of fruits which flattered me most (haha). Well the following days went well and there I found a new circle of friends. I am just so lucky being designated to a project where the people are very approachable and responsive which made the learning process convenient. Since it was my first project, I saw how the reality was and probably it was also my first time see such hardworking people having 10:00 pm as their regular time of going home. I had fun working with the Meta people particularly my CSF team – Mylene, Thitho, Ernzt, Ron, Lizel and Albert. It was only a 3-month assignment but I never thought that leaving the project would cause me tears (hehe). I hope the next people I’d be working with would be as nice, fun and welcoming as you are. And given the chance to choose a project, I’d definitely opt Metavante again for sure.

At this point of my life, an incident occurred which is beyond my understanding. But I know God doesn’t send us into battles which we cannot conquer. He is the only one who sees everything – the whole picture of our lives. We are here in this world to face whatever test would arise and whatever situation we’ll be put into. Anything that’s happening in the present, we should make the most out of it, because only God knows what might happen in the future. Maybe God sent you to me to make me happier, just like an angel. But He has taken you away from me….probably because of his other plans for the both of us…probably because you have already fulfilled your purpose. Slowly I am agreeing to what our fate really is for I know you’ll be more content seeing a smile on my face. I promise I can get through this. Besides, you’re not totally gone…You may not be present physically, but I’m very certain that you’ll always remain here…deep within me. I miss you Detto, my everyday has been so different now.

I can’t explain how I feel right now – that the day after tomorrow, I won’t be able to see you any longer. I’d be going back to Manila having an empty space within me. Each day that I wake up, I’m slowly feeling the loss. It’s so hard to imagine my everyday life not being able to see you nor talk to you. A lot of people say that I have to be strong for myself and that will happen in time. Gradually, I will come into my senses and finally beat all of this pain and agony. A lot of people say that I have to move on but it’s easier said than done. I’m aware that no one can help myself except me. I’m just praying for all of this grieving to be over…because I think it would take a lot of time before I’d get to manage this sadness.

I just hate this feeling of badly missing someone. I’m totally scared of what my tomorrows will be…scared that I would be facing everyday longing for you…and remembering those days when I still had you. When the time comes that I have finally moved on, I know I have moved on with the fact that you are indeed gone, but I assure you that you will never be forgotten…

….your smile, our laughters, your voice…

all of those I will miss..

especially that Detto who would always tell me “You’ll always be beautiful in my eyes”…and as for you, “You’ll always have a special place in my heart”…

I guess this is really goodbye…that life must go on for me…I have said this a lot of times, but I’ll always be missing you Detto…

‘Til we meet again…

-Sesi

Ange - Detto

Me and Detto

“until i found the person who had been put in this world to find me..”

- The Zahir, Paulo Coelho

Whenever we experience joy in our life, it is best to embrace it given the fact that it might end one day. During difficult situations, we can’t help but question why do we have to go through it. People come in our lives because of certain purposes, as well as unpredicted things happen because of certain reasons. But as they say, don’t expect permanency in this world, anything given to us can be taken back anytime…And what’s sad is, at the time that we least expected it.

This is for the person who has given me another meaning of how it is to be truly loved…for the person who was there when I felt distressed…for the person who never failed to show he cares…for the person who has been the kindest to me…for the person who’s very special to me – Detto. ‘Til now I’m finding it so hard picturing tomorrow knowing that you won’t be there anymore. But I know in time, this hurt, this pain that I’m feeling will slowly heal. Right now, there’s just one question that keeps on recurring in my mind – Why did you have to leave this soon? We had plans and we were looking forward to so many things. Why now? It’s just sad that now we won’t be able to go to those places we talked about, see those movies we long waited for, and what hits me the most is the fact that we won’t be able to be together anymore

Well God is still good that he allowed us to share good memories of each other…that in the duration of being with you, I experienced contentment and saw happiness (we both know that). Just the thought of losing you this sudden anticipates a difficulty on me to move on. Especially with so many things which reminds me of you that just keeps on lingering – at work and at home. I wouldn’t forget the time when we watched that horror movie and you were so happy because it was the first time you watched a horror movie with someone who’s more coward than you, when at the end of everyday you’d tell me how I made your day “Masaya nnaman ako, nakita ko smile mo”, that time when you acted like a kid & lost your temper because we missed the fireworks, the times when we sing those bitter and gangster songs(haha!) like two crazy people, and our bonding times with Taren in Tugue during the Christmas break.

Those were just some of the unforgettable ones out of the thousand happenings that occurred. But there’s one day I’d be considering as the most memorable one – Friday January 9, 2009. I could clearly say that we were at our happiest vibes that night. At around 5:45, he picked me up here in the office since we had a plan of catching up a movie after eating dinner. We ate at a Japanese restaurant (his fave) instead of choosing an Italian restaurant (my fave). After dinner, we watched Transporter 3 (his choice) instead of watching Bedtime stories (my choice). So everything was in favor of him and I was glad seeing him happy that night. Soon as the movie was over, we both decided to go home and have our rest. So on our way home, he all of a sudden parked at a near gas station, looked at me and said “pa-hug naman”. I was a bit surprised but without any word, I gave him the sweetest hug that day – not knowing it would be the last =(. When I got home, I noticed that my handkerchief is gone (for the nth time). I sent him a message telling him that I must have left it is his car and he replied “Don’t worry, bibigay ko sayo yung isang box ko ng panyo para magamit mo Ü”- not knowing that I’d be using it for him. *sigh*

Oh well, you just don’t know how badly I’m missing you right now. I never thought that it would be this difficult to accept things as they happen. I’m glad I have my friends and my family to give me encouragement. And one message from my father really lightened up my feeling – “God has other plans for both of you, it’s just that it’s not for both of you to be together for a longer period of time. Just cherish the short memories together and start moving on. I know life is short and enjoy it but with a lot of care and precautions. We all live once only so we take care of it. Life is God’s gift to us and it’s beautiful. Hiram lang buhay natin kaya ingatan natin, because anytime pwede bawiin sa atin, it’s not ours to keep remember that always”.

I’m sorry because I know you never want to see me this sad, but you can’t blame me. For crying in the morning remembering the “wake up” messages, for crying at night remembering the “goodnight” calls and messages, and for crying in the middle of the day remembering the love we once had. What we had was something special that only the two of us can understand. I may not have the chance to tell you all of this, but thank you for being a part of my life. You may be naughty at times, but you are a good person. You have lived a good life and now that you are with Him, you deserve to be at peace.

Just when I have found the person who’s willing to love me exceptionally, he was easily taken away from me and is now gone forever.

I will be missing you always Detto…

-Sesi

December 27, 2008 – Our Highschool Reunion at Gef’s Place here in Tuguegarao (our hometown). The party is exclusively for 4 St. Paul batch 2004, but some close friends were present as well. Hmm..I left Manila last Friday and arrived here in Tugue the next day. Well I’m currently staying here at my friend’s house (Taren) since I didn’t want to be alone at our own house, lol! Then I’ll be leaving here on the 30th to celebrate New Year’s eve with my family in Manila. Oh well, I’m currently enjoying my stay here in our province – laughtrip with Tah, kulitan with Detto, bonding with my girls, reminisce with old friends, and eat a lot of pansit *yum*.  Anyway..going back to the party, I must say it was such a great experience especially seing my former classmates after how many years. So many things changed ofcourse…but we’re still that same old class who shared so many unforgettable memories back then. Well I’m looking forward to many more reunions in the future, ’til next time guys,mwah!

Ryan’s debut party held in Quattro Bar Timog Ave – I arrived late but ironically I was just on time for the celebration’s start (thanks to the filipino time). The night was full of surprises that finally we had some bonding moments with Tah (totally missed you). Isn’t it great that the way we laughed before is exactly how we did that night? So sad that the night ended so soon, but at least we had the fun talks and crazy attitude (the usual,lol!) And oh, some grade school buddies were present there as well. The party, the drinks, the silly teases, the get-together….all made my night

More pics here

October 10, 2008 – Last day in HSP.
It was just months ago when I’ve written a post about our last day in the Bootcamp training. Now we’re through with the HSP, It feels great having accomplished all of those. It was indeed a very happy experience, thanks to my teammates (the best!) and of course our team leads. Some pics are posted below.

More pics here:

HSP 1
HSP 2

HSP

our team

August 28, 2008 – Our last day in our bootcamp training for cobol mainframe. It was a day of fun with lots of food,haha! The day ended so well but I’ll definitely miss our old mentors…especially the barney laugh…and the ‘hello?’ and the popsicle ice cream in the middle of a cold room,haha! So yesterday (Friday) was our first day in HSP (our second training). Shocking and so intense,haha! Hmm..I wish us all goodluck, it’s great that we would all still be on the same group (simply the best). We will be more haggard than ever, but just keep the happy days coming Ü

Some pics :

last day in bootcamp training

Since my last post was a month ago, I pretty much have a load of happenings to share. Setting off with the details, work-related stuff is the highlight. Oh well, time just passes so discreetly that tomorrow is already my first month with Accenture. It only seemed like yesterday when I had my new joiner orientation. Undergoing the training as the initial pace didn’t give me much of a worry. Since just like me, all of my colleagues would be a cluster of fresh grads as well. So I presumed that we would be on the adjustment period altogether.

Things went well but the increasing workload is very inevitable. The training seriously demands so much effort, time and sweat. In line with this, I have experienced staying in the office until 9 o’clock in the evening. Well it’s not much of a big issue for me, but upon arriving here at home, all I can do is eat and then sleep. What’s sad is that I have to wake up the next day as early as 5 o’clock in the morning, have my bath, cook my breakfast and ride the hazardous (lol) MRT with all the undisciplined passengers surrounding me. Tsk..Never a day goes by that the MRT haven’t been the source of my irritation just at the start of my day. Coz sadly, I have no other idea for my mode of transpo. since it is the fastest way I know plus my office is just infront of the Boni ave. station (so, do I have any other choice left?).

I guess the cool part in the middle of these whining up (about workload,etc) is that I have found friends in my colleagues with whom I am able to feel that work and enjoyment can be tied up. Well maybe because we’re of the same generation that our ideas and interests meet. I must say that I have never been this tired and hectic in my life, but what goes along with this is that I never thought that this job will be this enjoyable.

Hmm..extending this work and life balance point, I have realized what a lot of people tell me that my adulthood will be very much emphasized and felt now. I have to agree with that because really, I am into a great pleasure especially with my social life. I am able to spend more time with my friends and the constraints are far lesser compared when I was still in College. I guess I am just taking life as it is right now, and am embracing the one-shot phase of being this youthful, exciting and most importantly inlove ofcourse. Just the bottom line of everything is that work and life are simultaneous events that should go hand-in-hand. Don’t be stucked up with all those work torments and notice that you have a so-called life to live and that none of it will happen the similar way again. Remember that you can be down but smiling and tired but inspired all at the same time. =)

Additional details:

lifetime friends

fun!

Met up with my best friends just this week and it was a long-awaited get together. Finally after how many months of being busy with individual engagements (especially me), our schedules came across. Oh well, nothing’s changed between us, we’re still the same old folks…demurely crazy and outrageous (lol!). And just like the old times, we never failed sharing stories, gossips and gags! Of course not overlooking the hilarity, we just laughed and laughed about everything we could laugh about. I must say it was a lot of fun, that it has been quite a while since we had instances like this. It was a perfect coping up for all the missed times

Anj, Gilian and me

It’s 4:00 in the afternoon, I’m sick and I’m working. I just hope for a fine weather soon as I get out of this office later even though I know that today is another gloomy day at work. Oh well, I just don’t wanna be caught up in the middle of the hard and freezing rain again this time which is the reason why I unexpectedly and annoyingly got sick today. I’m totally not into my wits today, it seems like I can’t function that fine. Hopefully I would be all okay by tomorrow since we are on a scheduled meeting at 9:30 in the morning when my senses are still exhausted from the heavy traffic and the busy streets on my way here. Plus I have a presentation for our Cinema Movie Card project which I wish the Marketing people and KHG would approve of (haha!). By the way, on Friday night would be our opening for the Sportsfest and to my surprise that everyone is obliged to wear rubber shoes whether you’d be playing or not. That fact served as a shocker to me since I’m not the type of girl would wear rubber shoes coupled with a pair of jeans. Hmm, I just have to comply with what’s being required, besides, it may work for me too (lol!).I guess tomorrow and Friday’s gonna be long days for me. And I don’t wish the weekdays to be over since I’m not looking forward to this weekend’s approach.

Being placed on a new setting would usually take me a few weeks before I could finally set myself off the hook. The adjustment time I assume would be very gradual as always. For I can’t be that easily at eased with people whom I only got to deal with just a short period of time. But I guess those things don’t apply to every situation that we’re placed into. It’s just that the adaptation is greatly dependent on the people who surround you. I’m saying all f this maybe for the reason that I’m already being on the comfy side with my colleagues at work. I wouldn’t single out anyone because generally, they are people (all of them) who are not hard to approach and are definitely not hard to get-along with. And since I’m the youngest one in the group, they’ve treated me very nicely since day one. Also, it’s strange that they’ve gotten the wrong impression on me. For initially, they thought I was a snob…probably like the laidback type. But on the proof plus for the people who know me well, am I introverted? haha! Now it’s different because slowly I’ve been hearing funny comments on me: Joshua :“Si Angge, first time magsalita, pang-asar pa”, Kuya Bert: “Nag-iiba na si Angge, di na tahimik”, Matt: “Hindi na sya Angel,hehe”, Psyche: “Nagkukunwari lang yan nung una” (haha). Oh well, now that they know me, I guess I won’t be judged wrongly anymore,hehe! It’s just great that I have found not only acquaintances but new friends in them and that in between work pressures and hassles, we still manage to enjoy things (and eat a lot,haha!).